This last week has seen several of my friends do things in Second Life that I know they will end up regretting. Repeating mistakes, jumping into things without forethought, burning bridges with people they should be reaching out to. I have kept my mouth shut, but as I told my brother on Wednesday, if I ended up unable to DJ on Friday night it wouldn’t have been because I still didn’t have my voice back; it would be because I had bitten off my tongue!

It’s kind of like standing on a cliff, wondering who will jump and who will survive.

I’m standing there now with some people who are very close to me, but I’m stepping back from the cliff. I will maintain my silence, turn around and face my own life. After all, to get to that cliff, I had to climb the mountain.

Special thanks to a few people who reminded me that I am there (perhaps without even realising it) – my lil Cao, my bubby, K and of course, as always, my Shining Star ♥

Pretty stuff I’m wearing:

Pants: !gO! Pocket Pants by Gocha Merlin
Top: Twisted and Spoiled – Mustard Tank Top by Phia Vaughn (I’ve had this for about three years; I don’t know if it is still available, but I’ve still provided the link to the store)
Boots: DECO – Test Boots – Dusty by GutterBlood Spoonhammer (again, very old. Check the store for availability. But they are resizable and work under mesh pants)
Backpack: DECO – MESH Survivalist Backpack by Barf Delicioso (available at The Men’s Department)
Hair: *ARGRACE* Baseball cap2/Grace – Red by rika Oyen
Necklace: ***Just You Jewels*** Bonnie & Clyde Women by Clyde Avon
Earrings: [MANDALA]Otsumami earring/silver by Kikunosuke Eel
Skin: [PXL] Creations [PXL] JADE SK WineLight Lips MEB C2 by Hart
Larsson
Hands: Slink Mesh Hands (av) Casual by Siddean Munro
Hand Appliers: [ PXL ] Creations [ PXL ] Slink Hands Appliers SK
Eyes: Mayfly – Liquid Light Mesh Eyes (Glacial River, w3) by Arkesh Baral

Poses by aDORKABLE Poses – Stroll Dork Pack by Adorkable Peapod (available on Marketplace only)